So what's new?
Well first off, I found my own apt. I feel so very proud of myself because this was all me. I found it, I paid for it, and for the first time I went shopping for pots and pans and dishes and silverware and cleaning supplies. Crazy. My first apt. in Brooklyn, New York.
I got a tattoo, "Ces't La Vie" (It's life), on my wrist. I had thought about for a long time and I figured lets start out the new year with something crazy. lol. Did it hurt? Like a fuckin bitch. But you get used to it as it goes.
With that aside.... Happy birthday to me.
It's a pretty lame age for a birthday. 19. yeah... But is all cool. Last night I started thinking about my 18th birthday; and I just started thinking about how my life used to be. The people that I had in life and the person that I was becoming. So much has changed. A year ago I was going to the rink at 8 o'clock and staying till 4... going to school every thursday... High school... Teaching....I don't know why.. but it feels like such a long long time ago. Do I miss it? Yes and no. I love it here in NYC, I love the people, how liberal it is, how no one cares about anything (or better put, no one judges). I feel like this is what I need to discover myself, however corny that sounds.
anyways...
love ya,
Matthew
